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He doesn’t, because that would worry his brother and draw his uncle’s attention and probably get him arrested. Why are you here with my brother?”. It’s very soothing. “What can I help you with?” Lan Xichen says politely. So, dust yourself off and try it again. Watching him change is too intimate to bear. Naturally, Wei Wuxian has other plans. “And it is the royal family. Come on, time to come back. You can’t see my face.”, “You could show me,” Wei Wuxian says, wheedling. And I think Wen Qing would’ve killed me if I’d tried.”, Lan Wangji is never going to be able to like Wen Qionglin again, not with the image of Wei Wuxian marrying him in his head. “You don’t want to marry me, you don’t want me to remember you—are you sure you even wanted to dance with me?”. 17. And the only chance you’ll have against fear? I thought you were going.”. So open up your eyes, look within. Wants to talk to him. “Really, you two,” she says, more gently, smiling at them both and shaking her head. “There is no need. "[Death dreams] may mean that you are desperately trying to escape from the demands of your daily life," explained Dream Moods. There’s another long moment of silence. Lan Wangji wants, desperately, to go to him and comb it out until it’s straight and smooth and shiny again. A moment later, a space in the middle of the room clears, and Wei Wuxian steps forward hand in hand with a beautiful girl who looks shell-shocked with happiness. Naturally. I heard…” A brief hesitation and then, in a murmur, “I heard he got a girl pregnant.”. However, he’s also never witnessed a scene of quite this caliber—Jiang Wanyin lived in the Cloud Recesses for years while in school and got into less trouble than Wei Wuxian managed in six months, despite the fact that volume of this kind is prohibited. Good, I think I heard Father—” She cuts herself off and whirls around. Wei Wuxian is still holding the ribbon. The prince and princess both studied here.” As did their ward, before you threw him out. I’m very popular. “I lied—”, “Not about anything important. They look at him a little oddly, eyeing his fine clothes and clearly wondering why he’s on foot, but they greet him kindly enough and let him stay silent as they chat about who they hope to dance with and what they want to see. And when Wei Wuxian marries, when he finds someone who will love him just as dearly as Lan Wangji does—they’ll have to, how could they not—when the jealousy threatens to overwhelm, he’ll still have had this. All of this without judgment. It’s horrible. “I’ll take responsibility.”, “Mm, I’ve landed such an upright and honorable gege,” Wei Wuxian says. He unties the mask—the same flame one he’d been wearing the night before—and tosses it down as well. You shouldn’t be so kind to me, because I’ll…”. Jiang Wanyin doesn’t particularly pleased about it. He laughs awkwardly. If you are going to pursue your dream, you will need to spend a lot of time building up your motivation and getting yourself into the right frame of mind. “I didn’t say we should lie to him. The mask has to be tied on gently to avoid further tearing the leaf when he tightens the ribbons, but somehow, it doesn’t fall apart. “Don’t go so early. “Wei Ying,” he says gently, “you should go back. Wei Wuxian has never liked him. “A-Zhan, don’t look like that. You’re smiling.”, “No, don’t,” Wei Wuxian says immediately. It’ll cause comment—more than that. Waiting, he’s discovering, is much easier when he knows that Wei Wuxian is going to be on the other side of it. “That belongs to him. Lan Wangji has very little practical experience dancing, but he can copy movements well enough, and if it’s a little clumsy, well, Wei Wuxian is unlikely to hold it against him. Wei Wuxian’s eyes go soft. “That’s better! He sits there quietly for half an hour, breathing in the cool night air, before he hears light footsteps behind him. May you get all the success in your life that you deserve. 10. She looks past him just briefly to bow politely and say, “And you must be A-Zhan.” Lan Wangji bows in response as well as he can with one of his wrists trapped. Eager, terrified, feverish, frozen: his body seems to be in some kind of confused war with itself as it tries to feel everything at once. Don’t you know that you shouldn’t say such nice things so genuinely?”. Recognize what you have accomplished by pausing, reflecting, and treating yourself. “Oh,” Wei Wuxian whispers. It became the trio's second number-one single on the US Billboard Hot Country Songs chart. Wei Wuxian was vibrant and wonderful and everything he’d ever wanted. Whatever it is you imagine he’s done—”, “Yeah?” Jiang Wanyin snaps, brandishing a fist full of delicate white fabric. Lan Wangji jumps to his feet. If just the thought of Wei Wuxian—seeing Wei Wuxian, seeing Wei Wuxian choose someone to marry—is enough to do this to him, he can’t imagine what it would be like to actually go to Lotus Pier. They help you become a better person. “No seduction.”, “Oh?” Jiang Wanyin says, his voice poisonous. The moon is high in the sky, and the air is growing chilly, and only the lanterns lit all over the palace keep it bright enough to still see the text of the book. Even hearing another group talk about how handsome and charming the royal family’s ward is doesn’t help. You came to see me. He grabs Lan Wangji’s upper arm and collapses backwards over his chest, looking up at him with an expression of affected adoration on his chest. For knowing enough to suggest it. Something that might have made his kind brother think of him: new guqin music, perhaps, or books. Let’s go do that!”, Lan Wangji hesitates, but if Wei Wuxian really wants to…. Wei Wuxian looks down and then drops Lan Wangji’s wrist like it’s on fire, leaping back a few steps and almost falling into the lotus pond. I can feel your arms around me. “A-Zhan, you—you—” After a long beat, he just buries his head in Lan Wangji’s shoulder again, holding on tight and apparently giving up on conversation. This was created for the Secrets anthology of Team Red Out Loud of Voiceteam 2020. eltm_95, Voldemortist, EnnikeLay, stripes_and_dots_etc, MSteele, fanonpanda, DOA333, WerewolfAnimeLover, dwgreatpond, DanaScully1013, fullson, Tirildahl, winterspirit13, WickedFollower, 61Below, notmargaretmurray, Mrsmarsmaus, Metal_Chocobo, Undisclosed, clmoryel, MemeKon, PinaCarolin, Justread0verandover, PhoenixGFawkes, dreamer_ameba, analogueAssassin, pistolheart, miri_tiazan, Sh1pper, cryptiidtea, alamerysl, Fantasaria, spacecadetrumraket, Keii, Charace, bluegeekEM, night_roses, justwhistle, puddlejmping, Valdinia, KyotoXoX, Cimorenee, TakeAShower, nellemellen, lavendersiren, Ayremi, Vodka112, totallynotapumpkindonut, Tipsy_Kitty, Marae, “I hope he is angry, do you understand? They hated me, I’m pretty sure. “Wei—”, But Wei Wuxian surges upwards and stops his mouth with a single finger, keeping anyone from seeing what he’s doing by bringing their heads unbearably close together. After dinner, he nods to his brother and leaves through the bolt hole for a final time. “Be careful.”, He gets a roll of those bright eyes. You did it again! You might be waiting a while.”. He doesn’t know how to say you deserve better. It’s harder when Wei Wuxian keeps looking at him, because Lan Wangji meets his eyes every time, helpless, and then he can’t stop himself from seeing everything: eyes, lips, nose, jaw. 42.8K 1.4K 1.4K. “Why?”, “I don’t know,” Wei Wuxian says. It restarts slowly, in stuttering breaths, as the horror sets in. “I knew you couldn’t stay away. To feed him awful spicy food and love him and hold him tightly. He’s tired and heart-sore, and Wei Wuxian isn’t just lovable but the most loved thing in his life. Make your own future. “They’re taking the time to give me this big party, after all, so I can find someone. We can’t cover for you much longer.”, Jiang Wanyin shoots him an unimpressed look. myxomycete, mirasymphony, the_dragongirl, Ahlai, LeslieHerondale, bowl_of_petunias, Moonfish_Sea, Dedica, Attila, Destiny_Rain_Evans, stillthestars, PunsBulletsAndPointyThings, cosmicclutter, moscatete, SirReadsALotTheSecond, Mizuki_Neko, Hoshisaki, Dinn, Lilima, callista22, LovelyLettuce, PersephoneSmee, AshCatchem and cosmicxians Now, he’s relieved by the interruption that comes a few hours after noon. Live life to the fullest and always be happy! Dreams Lyrics: The dreams that we keep / They keep us going / When the trials that we meet / Steal our hopes / Lift your eyes and you'll see / Life's just a journey / A path if you seek / It will He’d had a first love. They sit there together until parts of Lan Wangji’s body start to go numb. And the rabbit mask. From what Wei Wuxian was saying, I thought you were going to be ten feet tall and have achieved immortality.”, Jiang Wanyin ignores him. Life is short, and truth works far and lives long: let us then speak the truth. To have been offered Wei Wuxian’s heart and to not have wanted it—who? How could I leave?”, “If you hadn’t come until morning,” he tells him, “I would still have been here.”. “It’s good to find one who wants to—you should take advantage.”. Taken, I guess. Anyway, he said…” Wei Wuxian picks at the hemline of his clothes. Just like when they were at the Cloud Recesses together. It’s dizzying, and he almost stumbles when he’s pulled onto the dance floor. If he doesn’t leave now, he won’t. The dream of your own death is a symbol of inner changes and self-discovery. It seems the entire country has turned out to vie for the hand of someone who is almost a member of the royal family. I can tell.”. “Why aren’t you with him, being disgustingly happy together and making me sick? tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Lan Wangji should refuse. “Thanks, a-jie.”, She waves them off, and Lan Wangji follows the prince through the cool, delicate corridors of the royal palace. He looks like he belongs to someone. Immediately there’s a gasp, and then his lap is full of Wei Wuxian, who’s swung around in front of him and fallen backwards to stare up at his face. “You don’t have to. You can buy me something else!” He hooks his chin over Lan Wangji’s shoulder and says, “A-Zhan, I’m hungry. If everyone knows who I am, we’ll get as much trouble as if we went back into the palace. So fill your life with happiness with the most cheerful life quotes that will make your life beautiful forever. Everyone who says otherwise is a liar who should be corrected, but with his mask on, Lan Wangji is just another passerby who thinks he knows something about the royal family. This penis, in all its glory, will make you do all sorts of crazy things just to get one more minute with it. I will buy you one.”, When he tries to walk towards it, though, he’s yanked back roughly. Even half covered by a mask, it’s overwhelming. Whether or not I found someone I liked. There’s never been anyone else but you. “Gege, gege, what else will you buy for me?” He pouts. He focuses on making every character as perfect and beautiful as possible, but even then, it’s hopeless: there’s too much to remember. “A-Zhan—” Wei Wuxian steps forward and then instantly trips on the hem of the silk cloth he’s still holding. To make the whole world come alive in his eyes and in his words. He’d be more surprised if we did go and he had to entertain us.” He huffs. I’m the one who brought you here, I can—”. Wei Wuxian looks horrified and still, entrancingly, like he’s just had his mouth open for a kiss. Did I say that? “I will be all right,” he says. Not pushy. and 4721 more users It’s no wonder they didn’t like me at all. No, I meant—” Wei Wuxian leaps to his feet, grabbing Lan Wangji’s wrist. He wants this to be real. Omar Khayyam. The name he’s called because Wei Wuxian has no idea who he is. If we do, I’ll just have to meet more people and talk to them and flirt with them, and I won’t have any time with you. It’s humiliating to admit his infractions out loud. He can’t spend all his time sitting outside with a stranger, even if for some reason he wants to, which he probably doesn’t. His fingers want to tremble; they barely hold steady over the cloth. Lan Wangji should say so. This is the 156th time I’ve written this fact (for those of you counting). And A-Zhan’s only a man, after all, so he’ll probably lose control at the first sight of my nubile body and ravish me over every flat surface in the room. It’s a selfish impulse, he knows. “Let’s go. To say stop putting the happiness of others before your own. Tell me your name?”, “So tell me yours! “Rabbit-gongzi! It must be a signal, because then the music begins, and the dancing starts. This was really obvious.”, If that made sense somehow, Lan Wangji missed it, and it must be painfully obvious, because Wei Wuxian starts laughing again. I was going to be happy about them getting married and everything, because Li-jiejie was. “Not for the head of the Lan family.” A door slides open silently under his brother’s hand, revealing a bolt hole: an ancient piece of magic no one knows how to replicate anymore. “Fix it for me?”. “Oh, they’d never marry me. He goes back to the quiet rock and lotus pond and sits down again, pulling out a book he’d brought tucked in one of his sleeves. “Well, that’s true, but it’s not what people usually say.”, “People,” Lan Wangji says firmly, “are stupid. His voice cracks. It’s absolutely unnecessary and completely shameless, but it’s also probably the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to anyone anywhere ever. I’m waiting.”, “He doesn’t know who I am,” Lan Wangji whispers. Many of us dream of owning our own business without thinking about the skills needed to succeed. “Not stupid.”, “You must have thought I was an idiot,” Wei Wuxian says, as if he hadn’t heard. “You know, I really like rabbits—to eat!” He laughs at his own words, and Lan Wangji’s misery recedes at the sound. Life has multiple […] I’m sorry. More than that, he wants to hold him tight and make sure everyone sees them together, so that it’s clear who he belongs to. I was sure you would’ve left.”, Wei Wuxian looks as confused as Lan Wangji feels. “Like… Rabbit-gege?”, Lan Wangji feels the shudder make its way down his spine even as he keeps the rest of his body motionless. “What’s going on is that your nephew came to Lotus Pier three nights running and, I don’t know, seduced my brother—”, “No,” Lan Wangji says, startled into interrupting. “What do you mean, why? Forever, if Wei Wuxian asks. (And yell about this book/show with me, I've only been able to convince one friend to watch it so far, and it's AGONY. Lan Wangji inhales sharply. “A-Zhan, you really are….” He looks away, speaking quickly. “It looks like an interesting book, so A-Zhan has good taste.” A sidelong glance. You don’t look like much to me. I had Nie Huaisang pretend to do it accidentally. May your all desires be completed and all the dreams come true. “My first love was my second love, and I went and talked about how much he hated me. “Everyone else makes them too bland.”, If ‘too bland’ means not as spicy as this, then it encompasses the whole genre of edible food. “Jiang Cheng, shut up! In fact, most of those times were great. A-Zhan, that’s so childish of you.” But when he finally pulls back—though not out of the embrace—he’s smiling, so Lan Wangji doesn’t bother to clarify that he’d meant you killed me first. “How do like Lotus Pier? She looks distinctly uncomfortable. “Wei Ying, you should go back. Nine o’clock, and still Wei Wuxian hasn’t reappeared. “Well,” he repeats, with more certainty this time, “apparently the king and queen want to marry him off. Everyone tonight must want something from Wei Wuxian. “Yes.”. Fanfiction websites are a great tool for budding writers to easily showcase their talent to a large audience at once, share their creativity, and get reviews from like-minded people. And you left at eight-thirty because everyone in the Cloud Recesses sleeps at nine. He promised to wait, and he will. Wei Wuxian looks up very, very slowly. If he found out, Wei Wuxian would probably laugh at how ridiculously far Lan Wangji is willing to go for this and then be annoyed to know that the person he’s wasted his nights with is someone he doesn’t even like. In moments like this, it’s easy for Lan Wangji to imagine the rest of his life stretching out like this: calm and easy and terribly dull. Who’s going to love him? Lan Wangji shudders. He’s the one who’s not good enough for her! There’s a festival going on in the city, though. Clearly not you. Within the Cloud Recesses, it will probably cause a scandal. “Did something happen?”, Wei Wuxian laughs, pulling back and smiling up at him. 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